Good bye mother

Dear ma,

I miss you more that you know. I only thought that you would have bounced back up from you last decline, but you never did. You spent more days sleeping, you even slept while I painted your nails for the last time. You woke up to scratch your shoulder in the middle of your manicure,and messed up your nails and shit lol. But we both looked at each other and smiled, then you went back to sleep. I only wished you had a chance to tell me everything you had to before you left. There was a deep feeling of guilt, as you died under my care. Noone truly understands my pain but you taught me to be the strong person that I am today. I hope I made you proud being strong enough to support you in everyway I could. I only will continue to strive to keep you proud.

Love you ma,

forever and alway,

your favorite little brat. I miss you